1) He had his first amnesia identity crisis...... in which he realized he is capable of stabbing someone in revenge if he really wanted to. IT KIND OF SCARED HIM so now he's a little nervous about the kinds of things he can do and the kind of person Aather made him. It's making him psyduck a bit but in comparison this issue is smaller than the others.
2) HE IS REALLY ANGRY. Between all of the bad games and the bookings of his favorite people he is just so sick and tired of Aather's system. This kind of actually manifests more in exhaustion because so much stuff has been happening that he can't bring himself to be pissed about it all at once because it wears him out. SO HE JUST... IS TIRED ABOUT IT. Granted he has determination to keep going despite the anger/exhaustion? But it's still there.
3) He's repressing all of the above and more :( With no proper outlets. So it just builds and builds and presses against the surface and cracks until his stepfording isn't as useful as it was before. And it'll keep building the longer he doesn't acknowledge it.
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2) HE IS REALLY ANGRY. Between all of the bad games and the bookings of his favorite people he is just so sick and tired of Aather's system. This kind of actually manifests more in exhaustion because so much stuff has been happening that he can't bring himself to be pissed about it all at once because it wears him out. SO HE JUST... IS TIRED ABOUT IT. Granted he has determination to keep going despite the anger/exhaustion? But it's still there.
3) He's repressing all of the above and more :( With no proper outlets. So it just builds and builds and presses against the surface and cracks until his stepfording isn't as useful as it was before. And it'll keep building the longer he doesn't acknowledge it.
THREE ISSUES HIKARU HAS IN AATHER RIGHT NOW?