First of all, JUST GETTING TO THE POINT TO GO UP AND TALK TO DRIFT PROBABLY TOOK HIM FOREVER. Friends are also important to him obviously, but in the point that he knows that loneliness is the WORST thing ever. He remembers his childhood was lonely, that he WANTED to grow up lonely, but was so happy to have relatives too. So he just knows that really, LOSING PEOPLE IS TERRIBLE. And the fact that he thought he was gonna lose Drift and their friendship was VERY SCARY and it was something he didn't want.
I forgot what thread it was, I THINK IT WAS ONE WITH STEALTH, but it made him realize that he couldn't just hide from that! BUT HE IS STILL NATSUME without any of his stronger memories so he can only...do so much lol. So he tried the bracelet because at least it shows that he isn't running away completely, AT LEAST IN HIS EYES. '-'
And then they talked and GOSH HE WAS VERY NERVOUS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE THING. Talking about his childhood was actually VERY PAINFUL. He tried to include as much detail as he could, but it wasn't something he was able to do still. It was a start though! But gosh, that memory was one that broke him down because it made him realize that he lived in an unstable world that no one could see but him. BUT YEAH, he was able to talk a little about it which is important!
Uh, what else...
OH THE HUG THING LOL. It happened because he remembered it VERY RECENTLY being a very warm feeling and it seemed like Drift needed it. HE WANTED TO TRY AND SHARE THAT MEMORY IN THAT WAY. So it's more of him showing trust more so than affection if that makes sense.
I ALSO MENTIONED THE WHOLE, "I WISH DRIFT WOULD TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF" PART TOO. '3' Because that part really did put things in a strange perspective for Natsume that he hadn't seen before! It makes him want to take care of the bunny :c MORE REASON FOR HIM NOT TO LEAVE YOU ALONE.
OVERALL THOUGH, THE ULTIMATE FEELING WAS LOTS OF RELIEF. He realized how important friendship was! He realized how nice it felt to be able to resolve problems! And while he knows that not everything has been "fixed", he knows that at least they can try to do it together. '^'
So kill game happens, Natsume dies but comes back to life. '3' HOW WOULD THAT AFFECT DRIFT?
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First of all, JUST GETTING TO THE POINT TO GO UP AND TALK TO DRIFT PROBABLY TOOK HIM FOREVER. Friends are also important to him obviously, but in the point that he knows that loneliness is the WORST thing ever. He remembers his childhood was lonely, that he WANTED to grow up lonely, but was so happy to have relatives too. So he just knows that really, LOSING PEOPLE IS TERRIBLE. And the fact that he thought he was gonna lose Drift and their friendship was VERY SCARY and it was something he didn't want.
I forgot what thread it was, I THINK IT WAS ONE WITH STEALTH, but it made him realize that he couldn't just hide from that! BUT HE IS STILL NATSUME without any of his stronger memories so he can only...do so much lol. So he tried the bracelet because at least it shows that he isn't running away completely, AT LEAST IN HIS EYES. '-'
And then they talked and GOSH HE WAS VERY NERVOUS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE THING. Talking about his childhood was actually VERY PAINFUL. He tried to include as much detail as he could, but it wasn't something he was able to do still. It was a start though! But gosh, that memory was one that broke him down because it made him realize that he lived in an unstable world that no one could see but him. BUT YEAH, he was able to talk a little about it which is important!
Uh, what else...
OH THE HUG THING LOL. It happened because he remembered it VERY RECENTLY being a very warm feeling and it seemed like Drift needed it. HE WANTED TO TRY AND SHARE THAT MEMORY IN THAT WAY. So it's more of him showing trust more so than affection if that makes sense.
I ALSO MENTIONED THE WHOLE, "I WISH DRIFT WOULD TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF" PART TOO. '3' Because that part really did put things in a strange perspective for Natsume that he hadn't seen before! It makes him want to take care of the bunny :c MORE REASON FOR HIM NOT TO LEAVE YOU ALONE.
OVERALL THOUGH, THE ULTIMATE FEELING WAS LOTS OF RELIEF. He realized how important friendship was! He realized how nice it felt to be able to resolve problems! And while he knows that not everything has been "fixed", he knows that at least they can try to do it together. '^'
So kill game happens, Natsume dies but comes back to life. '3' HOW WOULD THAT AFFECT DRIFT?