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Well it's been about a month, and Hikaru has nearly hit 15k, Natsume at 9k, and Ran has . . . well only 500 but that's good enough!! Most of all, I am bored so question meme time. I'm also up for making mini heart game rooms for you to poke at if you don't mind waiting for a bit! Just specify which characters if you want one.

This goes for Hikaru/Dragonfly, Natsume/Winter, and Ran/Jet of Sunshine (the yellow is so bright rofl).

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You know, every time I think Lloyd can't draw out more dere from Natsume, the more I'm proven wrong. :'D You and Mithos are definitely a tag team of LETS MAKE WINTER HAVE ALL THE FEELINGS!!! I almost want to say that Lloyd might indeed be the most important person to Natsume in Aather atm. Darn you Lloyd Irving! o9

Idk when the last time I did this but right now, for Dragonfly, Lloyd's actually one of the knights he actually respects AS a knight. Like he treats Mikage and Blizzard as friends, Iris as a pretyt lady with a lot of hair, Isa as a robot, etc etc but he never really sees them AS people to respect in an authorative figure way! I mean he respects them as friends but not like teachers or what not. I think Lloyd, Mithos, and Hakuren are the ones he does. He recognizes Flynn as a knight but he doesn't really respect him . . . he prefers to pick on him . . .

Yeah . . .

And Ran thinks Lloyd so far is a cute and creative knight with really strange questions but an adorable and quirky personality. '^'

Lloyd's feelings on new teams being added?

He's ambivalent about it! He can't really like bringing more people here to be kidnapped and imprisoned and lose their memories, but he understands it being a reaction to the darkness. Just kind of... :B overall. He likes meeting new people and will deal with it, though!

SO HOW IS NATSUME DEALING WITH KNIFE LEAVING...

I will come back to tl;dr but I figure this is a good gif reaction

HE REALLY DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT.

It isn't like he's unhappy for her. It's just like I said in Kit's thread, KK was the one that really first made him feel . . . wanted maybe? Like she was the one to call Emerald and family and that really was just a very painful but wonderful thing for him so that made her really special. She was really able to make Emerald loosen up and just relax and be themselves so she really means a lot.

Goodbyes in Emerald are very painful I think (it was like this with Hisoka too) because again, it's so rare for them. In the eight months I played with natsume, there were only TWO emerald drops including Kk's! so yeah IT IS A PRETTY SURREAL EXPERIENCE (vs hikaru who is used to coral booked marathons and actually prefers goodends).

HE'S HAPPY FOR HER BUT HE ISN'T SURE HOW THINGS WILL PICK UP AT THIS POINT. I think all of Emerald will just flop in a rain puddle and grump for a while but the sun will eventually shine and dry up the water and the dirt will be gross on their face and they'll take a shower. '-' HE WILL JUST MISS KK SUPER SUPER LOT.

How about you MR. LLOYD?

Lloyd is going to be pretty lost without her in some ways. Like, he'll still keep ticking along fine because that's what he does, but there will be a part of him that's going to be like .________________.??????????? whar Knife? that'll likely last a long time and be extremely difficult for anyone to access. As an example from canon of how he handles someone LEAVING HIM, this icon is of him talking to Dirk in front of his mom's grave! It's... immediately after 1) Kratos leaves, 2) Lloyd puts Kratos's sword on the grave, and 3) Lloyd takes the opportunity to ask Anna's ghost (not expecting an answer) if it's really all right to let Kratos go. AND THEN DIRK COMES ALONG AND HE'S LIKE |D WELL I STILL HAVE A GREAT DAD HERE. Which are his true feelings as well! There's just also... .__________. happening somewhere.

He'll probably just spend half the night on top of Sterling stargazing and be outwardly fine in the morning unless someone derails him pretty forcefully. I say that and it's hypothetically true, but tbh I'm not actually sure how to derail him from that coping strategy! He talks about his Kratos leaving feelings to exactly zero people besides his dead mom in canon.

How's Natsume's heartgame'd spine holding up?

GOSH IT IS LIKE IT IS MADE OF STEEL. I expected it to weaken slowly but surprisingly it is getting stronger! I think it is because his confidence has actually been WORKING (like being able to repair things with Drift) so it is pretty steadfast! UNFORTUNATELY, it won't be a permanent thing! Obviously when he gets certain sig negs back, that steel spine will break but I think at the same time, they've made enough of a permanent spot in himself that they will still help when he needs it.

Anything you're looking forward to, RP-wise?

I'm looking forward to (possibly?) SKILL GAME TOMORROW 8D and in the further future, doing more Persona things and taking my memory backlog .o. it has a lot of Kratos memories in it rn.

What about you? TELL ME ABOUT THOSE SIG NEGS

Lloyd and Mithos always binge-memory taking '-'

I recently added some of Natsume's most awful and sad memories of him and his desire to go back home where he and his parents used to live! As a child, he was very, very lonely and rejected by pretty much everyone so in one memory, he basically just ran, ran as far as he could, crying out for his dad that he would never see again.

There's also a memory where he made a good friend but the relationship turned sour and he wasn't able to fix it.

There's just a lot of loneliness and guilt in the sig negs, esp with childhood attached. THIS SERIES HAS TOO MANY FEELINGS FOR ME TO HANDLE WUGH.

What are things that would really shake Lloyd and Nunnally up right now? '^'

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