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Cuz it is the cool thing to do, okay.
QUESTION MEME FOR Hikaru, Natsume, and Ran. Asking about the Gingerbread Witch is a-okay too.
(ps: I'm also picking up on that image meme thing I did a while back. '-'/ And you can ask about any of my other characters if you want.)
HELIODOR
QUESTION MEME FOR Hikaru, Natsume, and Ran. Asking about the Gingerbread Witch is a-okay too.
(ps: I'm also picking up on that image meme thing I did a while back. '-'/ And you can ask about any of my other characters if you want.)
HELIODOR
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DRIFT'S FEELINGS ARE KIND OF ALL OVER THE PLACE h-he doesn't know what to do with them!! NATSUME IS KIND OF A. thing. because like just before the game there was kissing bingo! And while Drift initially approached it as a throw-away "yes I will make myself feel worse" thing, he ended up vvvvaguely realizing that -- well, either he likes kissing Natsume, or he's attracted to him, or both! Fortunately he tsunsploded and ran away before he had to confront himself about that :'Da GOOD DECISISIONS
After the heart! gosh. DRIFT IS OVERALL A MUCH HEALTHIER PERSON and more capable of dealing with and organizing his own feelings, even if he doesn't act like it. Despite the fact that Drift has a huge amount of both platonic feelings and also some weird crush feelings, he's able to keep them separate enough so as not to feel like he's ruining their friendship (again) with awkfeelings.
ACTUALLY RE: NATSUME! H... he really likes Natsume, JUST AS A PERSON WHO EXISTS, he really really adores him and heart game solidified him as just someone he really loves and cares about, even just in the platonic sense. HE HAS ALL THIS NATSUMEDERE and he's super super happy Natsume came to his heart and tried to fix things .o. There are still some "but this person is too good for me!!" feelings but mostly he just wants to roll in tsuntsuntsunderederederedere feelings for winter /)///(\ s-stupid winter!! He p much trusts him with anything and he feels a lot more free with him, if that makes sense '^' and natsume is there for him and he cares for him '^' BASICALLY RAINBOWS?? He wants to be able to support and care for Natsume in the same way!! bff u///u
also if anyone makes natsume sad he'll like destroy them
BUT WAIT GROSS CRUSH THINGS oops. Drift had fledgling crush feelings for Natsume prior to the heart which were really only awakened by the kissing, but he quashed those down pretty well while they were friend broken up! Then Natsume accidentally fanned those flames a bit '^' IT'S STILL REALLY TINY AND NOT VERY DOMINANT but it... exists, and he's vaguely aware of it (he can become properly aware of it if he examines himself, but he's too tsun to atm). He's probably going to try stepping on them again because he thinks they'll only be troublesome for their friendship in the long run, and he doesn't want anymore trouble '^'
EXPLAIN THAT 6/7 ON THE HOT OR NOT!!
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A 6/7 MEANS YOU'RE ABOUT A 6/7 . . . '-'
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this is my new question you are obligated to answer!!!
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There was no real such thing as a HOT OR NOT on the Natsume hotness scale and tbh it's still not there? Like he can recognize someone being very beautiful! And he isn't like ridic. naive about the subject (there was a panel of him talking about "magazines") so it's not like he isn't a teenage boy with no hormones whatsover.
It's just that he never really understood what love was until pretty recently. :|a And we're talking about familial love and friendship love okay. Like seriously, he went without for so long to the point where he sometimes thought he didn't deserve it but now that he has it, HE'S SO FOCUSED ON THAT that romance never even was an option before. How can you let yourself get close to someone if you don't believe you deserve that, you know?
Aather sort of helped to give him a bit more confidence and belonging so he CAN think of things like that. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A VERY LONG TIME TBH but then heart game things happened. Before that, Tree Kissing happened (and even before that, Hisoka ksising happened in a game). These were good things but he never knew how to react to them! Aaaaaand then the Drift kisses happened. '-' Which sort of evolved from just good things to "oh so this is why people kiss".
THE 6/7 IS A RELATIVELY AVERAGE NUMBER RIGHT? Well, that is because now Drift is sort of . . . like the baseline of "how attraction should be"! Because that was the first kiss that he sort of liked on a more physical scale! A lot of it was backed up by EMOTIONAL FEELINGS WITH DRIFT tho so its' not quite really "hotness" so much as just FEELINGS ATTRACTION but yes.
If it doesn't feel like this, the lower the scale. If it feels like this, then higher! '^' So yes HE HAS SOME ATTRACTIONS, maybe a possible maybe sorta crush but it is still very much a bb blossom because again, Natsume and love is still a very difficult subject to surpass and it is harder the more memories he gets.