There's so much to think about that to be honest, his simple mind doesn't know where to begin. He isn't a complete fool, mind you, but he has trouble focusing on too many strenuous thoughts at once. So you see, he's kind of been going back and forth between his various feelings of Aather.
LOSING MEMORIES SUCK for one. He still can't understand what's the point of taking your memories away if you need someone to help rebuild your world. Having all those blanks in his brain also leads to questions that he can't answer and it only adds to his frustrations. And then he's hearing about people finding out they have replicas or dying in their world? Yeaaaaaah, he wants to fill in those blanks even more. So he hates whoever it was that took the memories away because some of them seem way too important to be forgotten.
However, he has found that it isn't ALL bad. If playing games is how to get memories back, then at least it'll be fun. And there HAS been some fun. The pillow fights and the pretty unlocks for example. He can't help but admit that he isn't ever bored in this place, but as nice as it is, he still wants to get his memories back and go back home.
One of the lingering things is the idea of death though. It's a thought that he keeps trying to push back. Hearing about games that might end in death? Yeaaah, that sort of kind of ruins the pretty image of the place. It's like...well, it feels like a fairy tale here. A little odd, a little strange, but also a little fun. However, we all know that the diff. between Disney-type fairytales and real fairytales is how gruesome some can be. :( He doesn't want to admit to that. Lol the day he plays a trauma game will proooobably be bad.
How do you like Dragonfly so far, Hound? 8D Lovable right?
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There's so much to think about that to be honest, his simple mind doesn't know where to begin. He isn't a complete fool, mind you, but he has trouble focusing on too many strenuous thoughts at once. So you see, he's kind of been going back and forth between his various feelings of Aather.
LOSING MEMORIES SUCK for one. He still can't understand what's the point of taking your memories away if you need someone to help rebuild your world. Having all those blanks in his brain also leads to questions that he can't answer and it only adds to his frustrations. And then he's hearing about people finding out they have replicas or dying in their world? Yeaaaaaah, he wants to fill in those blanks even more. So he hates whoever it was that took the memories away because some of them seem way too important to be forgotten.
However, he has found that it isn't ALL bad. If playing games is how to get memories back, then at least it'll be fun. And there HAS been some fun. The pillow fights and the pretty unlocks for example. He can't help but admit that he isn't ever bored in this place, but as nice as it is, he still wants to get his memories back and go back home.
One of the lingering things is the idea of death though. It's a thought that he keeps trying to push back. Hearing about games that might end in death? Yeaaah, that sort of kind of ruins the pretty image of the place. It's like...well, it feels like a fairy tale here. A little odd, a little strange, but also a little fun. However, we all know that the diff. between Disney-type fairytales and real fairytales is how gruesome some can be. :( He doesn't want to admit to that. Lol the day he plays a trauma game will proooobably be bad.
How do you like Dragonfly so far, Hound? 8D Lovable right?