I want a lot of his childhood memories because I am terrible. '-' However the ones that I'd like are the ones where he meets Sensei for the first time because it'd help him clear up the whole book of friends issue!
OH, I'd like the "I'm so happy. I don't know what to do about it." memory too. Basically this is him being really glad that people care about him enough to be concerned about his feelings, to the point where he cries about it before bed. IT'S A VERY SIMPLE MEMORY BUT AT THE SAME TIME, A VERY EMOTIONAL MEMORY. '-' IDK I THINK ALL OF THEM ARE GREAT.
SHAMELESSLY, I REALLY WANT HIS TERRIBLE MEMORIES but at the same time I don't, since it would probably not lead him in a good direction at this point in his development. Memories where he learns he's fictional (which I recently checked and found out he has a surprising amount of l... lol), memories where he's miserable, etc. because it would be interesting to see how he handles them! But they will most likely have an entirely negative effect and I don't want to play myself into a corner.
So, those aside, I think I want his slightly less hinged memories. He really only has four kinds of memories in his registry: from the actual Alice in Wonderland book, memories where he's miserable, memories where he's crazy, and March Hare memories (which he unfortunately has a dearth of). H... hilariously some of the crazy memories might actually act as a buffer for all his issues now because SCREW THIS I'M GONNA ROLL MY OWN WAY \o/ One that comes to mind is where he's chasing Alice? around and stabbing him because it's just like. a ridiculous amount of crazy logic going on ("Even in my dreams Alice would come and kill me! With a gun she would shoot my legs and my arms and my head and my heart and everything, all the rest of me--") but it's said with so much conviction and force it would make sense? It wouldn't necessarily make him crazy right off the bat but it would possibly give him a new perspective he feels confident in using, because atm he's sort of floundering in finding a place to stand.
U... um. If the White Rabbit had any positive memories that weren't him being miserable or crazy I would pick those but he only has one of those left so (unsure)
...man, you sure do get crazier, don't you. '-' The friends I pick up.......................
FOR HIKARU AND MIKA, both have brother issues. I AM A SUCKER FOR SIBLING RELATIONSHIPS SO IF THERE ARE SIBLING ANTICS INVOLVED THAT ARE VERY CENTRAL TO THE CHARACTER'S CORE, I WILL BE ALL OVER THAT FASTER THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. Hikaru, in particular, though, RIGHT NOW, is growing in a way that I did noooot expect him to grow at all. '-' It's possibly because his memories are so spaced out so he sort of develops "Dragonfly" faster than he develops "Hikaru". So really everytime he gets a memory of his old self, he actually gets sort of confused because THEY FEEL SO DIFFERENT from what he is now. I FIND THIS FASCINATING.
FOR NATSUME, EVERYTHING. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE THING I DISLIKE ABOUT HIM. The manga is my absoltue fave, the writer is amazing, and just there is not a shortage of why natsume is great, none whatsoever!! I guess my MOST favorite is that he actually cares about the personae enough to pay attention to them and like them. '-' I think that is kind of fun since I don't know many characters would try that sort of thing, at least ones that I could play.
MIKA IS MY MOST NATURAL TYPE OF CHARACTER. I love loud characters, obnoxious characters, EXTREME characters, that sort! So these are the ones I play best based from my own opinions and of what others tell me! So out of the three, Mika is actually the easiest to play! HE'S LOUD SO I LOVE IT. '-' Well, he isn't loud YET but he will be ... one day ...
EVENTUALLY, yes! I keep changing how I want to go about it so by the time I get around to it it'll probably be completely different but. At the moment though I am waiting to see if he'll get a few more memories and for him to be in a less awkward emotional state, mostly so the heart game can have more ability to affect him.
Natsume's hopes/dreams/expectations for/of himself in Aather?
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I want a lot of his childhood memories because I am terrible. '-' However the ones that I'd like are the ones where he meets Sensei for the first time because it'd help him clear up the whole book of friends issue!
OH, I'd like the "I'm so happy. I don't know what to do about it." memory too. Basically this is him being really glad that people care about him enough to be concerned about his feelings, to the point where he cries about it before bed. IT'S A VERY SIMPLE MEMORY BUT AT THE SAME TIME, A VERY EMOTIONAL MEMORY. '-' IDK I THINK ALL OF THEM ARE GREAT.
OH THE ONE ABOUT HIS PARENTS WOULD BE SUPERB TOO.
HOW ABOUT YOU.
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So, those aside, I think I want his slightly less hinged memories. He really only has four kinds of memories in his registry: from the actual Alice in Wonderland book, memories where he's miserable, memories where he's crazy, and March Hare memories (which he unfortunately has a dearth of). H... hilariously some of the crazy memories might actually act as a buffer for all his issues now because SCREW THIS I'M GONNA ROLL MY OWN WAY \o/ One that comes to mind is where he's chasing Alice? around and stabbing him because it's just like. a ridiculous amount of crazy logic going on ("Even in my dreams Alice would come and kill me! With a gun she would shoot my legs and my arms and my head and my heart and everything, all the rest of me--") but it's said with so much conviction and force it would make sense? It wouldn't necessarily make him crazy right off the bat but it would possibly give him a new perspective he feels confident in using, because atm he's sort of floundering in finding a place to stand.
U... um. If the White Rabbit had any positive memories that weren't him being miserable or crazy I would pick those but he only has one of those left so (unsure)
Favorite things about your characters?
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FOR HIKARU AND MIKA, both have brother issues. I AM A SUCKER FOR SIBLING RELATIONSHIPS SO IF THERE ARE SIBLING ANTICS INVOLVED THAT ARE VERY CENTRAL TO THE CHARACTER'S CORE, I WILL BE ALL OVER THAT FASTER THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. Hikaru, in particular, though, RIGHT NOW, is growing in a way that I did noooot expect him to grow at all. '-' It's possibly because his memories are so spaced out so he sort of develops "Dragonfly" faster than he develops "Hikaru". So really everytime he gets a memory of his old self, he actually gets sort of confused because THEY FEEL SO DIFFERENT from what he is now. I FIND THIS FASCINATING.
FOR NATSUME, EVERYTHING. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE THING I DISLIKE ABOUT HIM. The manga is my absoltue fave, the writer is amazing, and just there is not a shortage of why natsume is great, none whatsoever!! I guess my MOST favorite is that he actually cares about the personae enough to pay attention to them and like them. '-' I think that is kind of fun since I don't know many characters would try that sort of thing, at least ones that I could play.
MIKA IS MY MOST NATURAL TYPE OF CHARACTER. I love loud characters, obnoxious characters, EXTREME characters, that sort! So these are the ones I play best based from my own opinions and of what others tell me! So out of the three, Mika is actually the easiest to play! HE'S LOUD SO I LOVE IT. '-' Well, he isn't loud YET but he will be ... one day ...
Any plans for Drift heart game?
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Natsume's hopes/dreams/expectations for/of himself in Aather?