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What things do you want to do with Lloyd and Natsume before you good end ;~;

AND WHAT THINGS SHOULD WE DO AFTERWARDS SINCE I WANT CR WITH YOU STILL DAMMIT!

TELL ME ABOUT YOU AND ME

;A;

aka give me relationship things! For something more specific how does Dragonfly view Kit in relationship to himself? :|a

Edited 2013-03-31 05:41 (UTC)

Obligatory RELATIONSHIP!!1! question.

HOW DOES MAYA FEEL ABOUT CLEO

TALK TO ME ABOUT GERDA. . .

Relationships~

I WUD LIKE THEM TO TALK ABOUT MEMORIES!!!!!!!!!!! Actually, I can like...take the MOST IMPORTANT MEMORY EVER WITH LLOYD and then Natsume can tell you how happy he is and how he feels wanted not only at home but in Aather too and dump disgusting feelings at you.

Can I just dump disgusting feelings at you all the time.

OBVIOUSLY GERDA AND LLOYD ARE NOW FRIENDS SO WE SHOULD DEF WORK ON THAT CR and BAKER AND LLOYD CAN DO THINGS TOO!!! Idk, I also love tagging with Hikaru and Toki too?! Maybe Lloyd can love Allen if he gets in. '^'

MAYBE I WILL JUST STEAL ALL OF YOUR CR.

I mean.

HOW DOES LLOYD FEEL ABOUT CAMELOT SO FAR.

Hi Gerda. '-'

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ME ME

omg disgusting feelings I want them. HIT ME WHEN YOU ARE READY TO TAKE THAT MEMORY. I WILL RUN INTO YOUR ARMS and gosh I am super excited for Gerda and Baker things and would also like to thread with Hikaru and Toki and Allen when he gets in! disgraceful celi-touching

Lloyd really... likes Camelot so far? Like. It is a realm that feels "real" to him! It is a real place and one that he already had an investment in thanks to Nimue showing him her memory or whatever of it in her realm. He's not dismayed by needing to do more things with his own hands! It's the kind of place he understands and can identify with. A solid place. He isn't super fond of the snow - snow in general isn't his favorite - but he's adapting to it fast as part of the landscape, and it still feels so much more real to him than Wonderland! He's very encouraged about his ability to connect with the physical aspect of the realm, if that makes sense, and he likes the Personae he's met too.

How does Hikaru feel about STRUGGLE MORE? or how will he feel when he realizes?

"I'M BECOMING KIT, THIS IS HORRIFIC."

Hikaru is sort of at this standpoint of like . . . he actually does want to talk about his feelings and his fears and his guilt but he's been so stubborn about it from fear that now that he's calmed down about it, he feels bad trying to bring it up now. It's kind of that TOO STUBBORN TO STOP BEING STUBBORN kind of deal! But it's kind of like "oh...I guess I see Kit's point of view a little better" now that he's half in his shoes a bit, but at the same time, HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE THERE.

But despite that, he still really really trusts Kit to the nth degree?! And honestly, if he were to suddenly blab his feelings out, it'd probably be with Kit!1 Maybe Mikado too since a lot of the issues stems from his heart but Kit managed to open himself up to Hikaru after ~~FOREVER~~ several months so there's sort of that connection that makes it a million times easier to confess feels. And I mean, he's pretty open with his feels already, but if he ever feels discomfort, Kit's usually the first one he'll talk to! And with Rabbit gone, this is even more of a thing now since like...while he was never SUPER open with Rabbit, I think he allowed himself to be more vulnerable around her in a way he isn't with everyone else! So he was a lot more open with Rabbit in that regard but now that she's gone, he won't have that support :( KIT MIGHT END UP THERE (tho Lenalee might be there too, we'll see as time goes).

DO THE SAME YOU BUTT.

Edited 2013-03-31 05:52 (UTC)

TELL ME ABOUT ME. or I guess, more specifically, about Natsume's feels about Itachi since Mal's cooking game and the Odile/Nimue trauma game. Like, any changes due to those threads.

Toki's opinion of Nia is definitely separate from the rest of Turquoise. It's not because of the whole leader thing though! Leaders and stuff, HE KIND OF IGNORES THAT SORT OF MENTALITY because it's beyond his scope but she's definitely in a different place?

I think it's because she's got this sort offff...HM. Kind of this vibe where she's like everyone's mentor figure? EVEN THAT ISN'T QUITE ACCURATE, but being around her gives this interesting sense of security like "EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY". Even after a terrible game, she sort of has this face like c: "it is bad now but it won't always be" so she's less a mentor figure and more of a SPECIFIC FEELINGS ATMOSPHERE that gives Toki some reassurance when he needs it!

Hikaru loves Ellen, anyone that touches Ellen will be set on fire and he will have no problems with that. LIKE when Ellen arrived, he lost I think all of his original teammates minus Kit and though he wasn't like DEEPLY ATTACHED RIGHT AWAY, he felt comfortable with them! And they were his more or less! He really really loved Wisty though and so HE DIDN'T WANT TO TRUST NEW IRIS AT ALL CUZ THEY'RE ALL JUST GOING TO LEAVE.

But then Ellen was cute and adorable and was kind of obliviously cute and just...THERE IS NO EVIL BONE IN YOUR BODY, HE IS SURE OF IT. And because of that, he just can't help but love you unconditionally :c AFTER THE STABBING, AND ALL THE WORRY SHE SHOWED FOR HIM, and then god, when she dumped her SECRET FEELS for him...

He just wanted to keep her (and the rest of iris) forever. YOU'RE MINE NOW OK DON'T LEAVE ME 8C

REVERSE.

YOU'RE THE LEADER. Kind of? I wouldn't say leader per se actually...

It's more like, I think she trusts Cleo's morals and her sensibilities? I think she's really a pillar of strength for Maya and I don't necessarily mean physically, but someone she can lean on when she has to make difficult decisions. Part of it is that Cleo, while still trying to keep her composure, also shows she struggles with the choices like Maya does.

I mean, I think the others more or less comes to terms with the choices pretty quick! ITS UPSETTING but they know what they want to do. "We should do this, but we shouldn't do this!" But liiiiike with Cleo? Cleo is usually "I think this would be a good choice but if you want to...do this..." And that subtle difference is kind of where Maya feels like she can relate! '^' BECAUSE ATM, Maya would rather bus herself I think? She can't stand seeing everyone get hurt anymore, it hurts too much. But she knows letting the others on Lilac get hurt is not okay either!

SHE JUST CAN'T DECIDE AND THOSE KIND OF THINGS SUCK A LOT :C So she likes leaning on Cleo for support cuz I think outside of Cleo's self-bussing habits, she believes in Cleo the most.

REVERSAL!!!

SO ABOUT THAT FEELINGS TERRORISM

GERDA IS FROM MY FAVORITE FAIRY TALE EVER. I don't even remember why it was my favorite but growing up, the Snow Queen story was something I took to heart so much. It was an adventure story! It had snow (winter is a super theme for me oocly)! It had thieves! Cute animals! And just two children who loved each other dearly and I am a sucker for that sort of thing.

SO WHEN THE MODS WERE LIKE "SO WE WANT THESE CHARACTERS TO SHOW UP" and mentioned the Snow Queen, I WAS LIKE CRAP. I NEED TO APP FROM THE STORY. I knew that if I missed out, I would kick myself forever. At first I thought about apping the twin Kai/Kay and his theme would have been the ugliness in beauty! But heeeee would have been kind of stagnant for a while and I didn't want that? The more I thought about Gerda and how her story was though, I thought she'd be such a good balance to the witch who was all about SELFISHNESS TO THE MAX. Gerda's very personable and likeable and she'll have her own struggles 'w' I've figured more or less what I kind of want to do with her but they are spoilers! So we'll see how that goes.

TELL ME ABOUT THE WOLF who is surprised Wolf apped a Wolf, not Celi.

WHICH ONE

WHERE SHE TOLD HIM WHY SHE LIKES HIM

Baker is very ??? about Rider but he is one she'll willingly talk to. '-' If he gave her a gift, she would take it! She'd still be ??? about it but she won't try to return it like she would with others!! Heliodor is slowly becoming another one of her teams that she kind of likes between Rider, Seeker and Sora, tbh, but Rider is really one of the ones she enjoys feeding most.

BUT SHE IS STILL VERY ??????????????????? ABOUT HIM. I don't understand you, child.

Hikaru thinks Kira is a kiss-a-holic but she's a kunzite so automatic dere is attached, kind of like imprinting tbh. He likes it when you bully Kit so do that more often. WE SHOULD THREAD WITH THESE TWO MORE, most definitely.

AM I MISSING ANYTHING...REVERSE ME OK.

MEEEEEE

I have to add to her persona page that she carries a teddy bear around all the time. '-' SHE LIKES EDMUND BUT EDMUND ALSO MAKES HER SAD. BUT IT'S VERY EASY TO MAKE HER SAD SO ITS OK.

But in general, she likes the heroes but she really likes Edmund okay. HE GAVE HER A THING FOR NO REASON and she was like :C!!!!!! BUT I WANNA FOCUS ON YOU GUYS!!!!!1! And he's just been a good big bro type so she likes him very dearly! There are some spoiler things here and there but :> uhuhu. IN DUE TIME, YOU'LL SEE.

REVERSE?

CLEO THINKS MAYA IS GOOD PEOPLE. Basically, she... doesn't have a lot of trust in Maya's common sense, but she does in Maya's sense of right and wrong, perhaps the most out of the rest of Lilac! Since Bella is trickier and Musica has Musicad right along, Angel still hates her, and Blueberry still terrifies her, Maya is sort of... an external moral compass when she feels like she can't trust her own.

Which is something important to note, I think, since Cleo ultimately thinks of herself as a knight (NO SHIT IT'S NOT LIKE I BEAT THAT INTO THE GROUND ALL THE TIME), but an aspect that doesn't come out much is that... this also means she generally thinks of herself as serving the rest of Lilac! Musica dubbed her THE KNIGHT OF LILAC once as a joke but she has really sort of turned into that anyway, which means she will almost always place the decisions of the rest of the team above her own. Which. Sort of led to the whole thing with musica and the rest of the team in GM game but this is getting off-topic. But she does struggle with "serve team by protecting them" and "serve team by making their decisions law" and it is such a problem for her 8(

Basically, what I'm getting at here is while she will voice her opinion and then completely disregard her own opinion for the rest of Lilac, out of everyone else, she tends to trust Maya's moral compass the most, and would probably back her up over the other choices if she was forced to! (she would really rather not favor anyone for reasons of just wanting to be the knight and do what the team desires, but...)

Maya also seems the most innocent, in a way, which leads to that as well.

Though the whole "channeling the dead" thing weirds her right the fuck out.

So how is Maya feeling about the whole post-GM lilacplosion?

OKAY SURE

Kit is actually really taken off guard by the fact that there's something SO BAD Dragonfly won't talk to him about it, especially since Dragonfly was always the one pushing him to be more honest about things. On one hand, he respects people's privacy and their right to hold secrets, which is why he hates prying into these kinds of matters. On the other hand, his worry from Dragonfly and the sheer WEIRDNESS of Dragonfly not talking overrides that, which is why he's pressing about it so much (though he's backed off for the time being to give Dragonfly a bit more space). He trusts and loves Dragonfly a lot at this point, especially with his own personal emotional well-being, and he really wants Dragonfly to trust him in return! So even if he dropped the subject for now, he's likely to bring it up again in the future just to prove that Dragonfly can rely on him as much as Dragonfly has let Kit rely on him in return.

Dragonfly is definitely family in Kit's eyes at this point. A sort of brother! Someone he can have fun with, someone who can tease him and he can tease back, and someone he just. Really feels comfortable around and wants to protect as much as he can. He's definitely one of the people Kit feels closest to in Aather... if not the person Kit is closest to (barring Aoko who has canon relationships and such). So yes, there's a lot of love and trust and reliance there. It's not codependency... not quite? But it's really borderline sometimes.

How does Hikaru feel about being one of the oldest Corals... :'D